the hype

I told you everything I knew was true at that moment.
I knew I appeared insensitive and heartless when I told you I needed a break from us.

BUT Believe me, I did what was best for us and although you didn’t get it, I bared my soul and admitted my downfalls- EVERYTHING

It was I who was to blame for the sudden demise of our relationship.

I tried to save US and hopefully regain it with US being friends.

I was determined to reconcile the ruins of us.

We talked and I thought you were genuine in everything you said

I forgave you with what you did

And I stupidly assumed that you did the same for me too.

I thought we were cool about the transition from being US to being YOU and I as friends.

You told me everything you lied about in our relationship and I was happy that you finally did…

I, on the otherhand, had nothing to admit because I told you everything while we’re still us.

I was happy but

You changed suddenly

Now you don’t want to be friends.

I’ll stop trying already.

Frankly, I’m tired of all your BS!

controlling

smothering

if you want it to be that way

bring it on!

I guess it’s going to be one heck of a day for me… Ima get out and let nobody stop me.. Good morning world!!! :]

I don’t get my carrier lately.. they say the message has been sent but the people is not receiving anything!!! freakin’ annoying man!!!! get it fixed or we’ll be the one to fix u up!!!

I never knew twitter could be so much entertaining. lol

I am looking for something deeper but people tellin you what to do is blocking the way! ever way!! Let me step up my game….

Well, it takes more than talking to bring me down… TRY HARDER.

Experience do mold a person.. It certainlly molded me. I changed a lot….
ummm could this be a fact or an uneducated assumption?

help me out here… let’s deduce and delve on it.

Never hold a grudge to other people… It won’t get you nowhere.

We got to bear this one in mind…

I’m wanting to write something for this guy I adore so much but I can’t seem to get the message across… :[

I guess i’ve already said enough..I am still digging deep.Maybe there is still something to say.

listening to neyo’s mad..
yea… *sigh*
This is hard alright but as much as I hate to admit it, it’s worth it.

This is a poem by Ryan Conferido.. a member of quest crew and a very substantial man. It’s something to ponder on. Here it is…

Dear Yesterday,

Please don’t let me forget about you.
I need my mistakes and my memories of failure.
In order to succeed for Today and Tomorrow.
Show me what I’ve done so I can do more.
And teach me ways I can visit you, without staying for too long.

Dear Today,

Refuse to be taken for granted.
And encourage my choice to love you.
Help me to make you beautiful.
So that when you become Yesterday
I will remember you Tomorrow.

Dear Tomorrow,

Be nothing like Today.
And everything more than Yesterday.
Teach me the value of time
As I appreciate your arrival.
Because Yesterday and Today both know, you can never promise to arrive.